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Dream State
03:00
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Atomic Age
03:17
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This is a message from the civil defense, duck and cover, put your head down, the danger to us is immense, the threat goes even behind our white picket fence, in our homes in our dens, the fear is intense,
There's always a threat of an attack, theres always a fear that the sky will fucking turn black
when the sirens sound will our leaders be on offense? Where will we go when all the bombs start to dispense?
raining down like they did before on the foreign floors, except now they're in our homeland behind our own shores
Skin falls from bones in piles of ash, as the radioactive rains poisons our veins What will be the consequence? This is the atomic Age yeah the atomic age let the new era commence awakening of sense
We will exist in the twilight zone, a ripple in time, and a frontier unknown.
In This Spectacular golden age,our futures will be shown, never copied or cloned, be the cornerstone
, this utopia will set the tone of how much humanity itself has grown, enlighten and disown the old, dethrone, don't postpone, let's set the record a new milestone our futures in our hands it is our own, we don’t have to be alone
I sit in my home housed in a glass dome, I contemplate concentrate calibrate cogitate on the fucking future
No need to fucking aggravate, I just wanna captivate celebrate change the state commutate but never fucking complicate
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Contrarian
03:44
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My deepest darkest secret: I desperately want to have you again, I have a confession, I still waant to be with you till the eend
Don't know how you can't hear me, I've been calling out your name every damn night when I try to sleep.
I can feel you crawling around in my head like an insect
I just want to unzip my skull and let these memories eject, but I can't, they're all stapled to my brain, every single word from your mouth, a searing hot blade of pain
Stay the fuck down,
suppressed In my subconscious, even though you make me nauseous, I wish I had been more cautious I'll subliminally squeeze you down farther and farther into my cerebral cortex.
You don't exist, you're just creation of my imagination, a figment of my past creeping out of my head at last, sometimes I don't know if you're real or a ghost with my neck in its Icy grasp
You're just A specter with the poison nectar, I don't ever expect her to leave, i can't effect her, I can't deflect her, trust me I'd love to neglect her, my spines not as strong as I thought it was, I've got no fucking character.
You're presence is my drug, how I feel a relapse coming on, someone rehabilitate me!
Stay the fuck down,
suppressed In my subconscious, even though you make me nauseous, I wish I had been more cautious I'll subliminally squeeze you down farther and farther into my cerebral cortex
I'll be the only one that knows you're here as you try and try to claw your way out from between my ears
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4. |
Cognitive Dissonance
04:08
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There is no humane way to enslave a species (x2)
and
there is no humane way to have your throat slit on the slaughterhouse floor on the consumers wallet
there is no way to pay to kill others and say you love them without being hypocrite
There is no humane way to kill something that doesn't want to die, with a bolt between it's fucking eyes
If you think the truth hurts, do you think it hurts worse than your dinner and desert, when it had breath in its lungs and life to exsert, it feared, it felt, it loved, it hurt
We wouldn’t act so blind, if the all were fucking canines
We wouldn’t act so blind (would we?) if they all were fucking canines
Millions dying without it being a crime, we wouldn't act so blind if they all were fucking k9s,
X2
well this life style would be missed, and this ignorance is bliss, so I'll wipe the blood from my mouth and pretend these problems don't exist
I can extend love too some forms of life and exploit another, continuing to consume the flesh of my brothers
I didn't know that true love had conditions and restrictions that depended on the genus and kingdoms,
if nothing else changes, then it is my prediction that the affliction will worsen as we feed our addictions with this crucifixion
If this message isn't for you, I can understand why you're distraught, I've been in your position, it's not easy to swallow these words I have brought, but before you go here's some animal-free food for your thought, if the truth isn't good enough for your eyes and ears, then why is it good enough for your stomach
Peace and love
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5. |
Swing Lord
03:39
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Here's the truth, I never wanted to see your face again, but now the very thought of you sends chills down my skin, I remember the days when I was your everything, but now a whisper of your name brings back the memories, we both know who's to blame
Now she's just the ghost that haunts my subconscious mind, afraid to be alone with my own thoughts because her specters there almost all the time
Now I fill up my day with needless things to do: to keep me occupied,
To avoid the constant thoughts of you and memories shared between us two
I tried to carry all your baggage but my back is breaking under all this mutha fuckin pressure
I tried to breathe enough for both of us, rocks in my lungs,collapse when they hit oxygen
Fixing problems for the 2 of us; the only thing I've done is dig our graves: with hollow promises
When they read my suicide note, it'll say "it's all my fault, I tried and tried, , even though I knew I'd fall"
Swing with me with our feet dangling from the ceiling, shuffle with me with ropes keeping us from breathing,
we can stay here indefinitely, we can dance indefinitely, we can swing here for eternity
You took everything I had, you stabbed me in the fucking back, tore it through my fucking chest, when I tried to give my best
Don't try to deny, it's rude to talk with that mouth full of lies, the same one you kiss your mother but also ruin people's lives
I tried to carry all your baggage, but my back is breaking under all this mother fucking pressure
Wish I could be walk away with my dignity today
Wish I could get the upper hand, but it's too late, I chose to be somebody's bitch rather than being a man
And here’s the irony: you’re the only one who understands
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6. |
Bitter Taste
03:57
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All this fucking hate in the world today, makes me wanna say, I am fearing for the human race always, it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, novacaine, spit it out, who's to blame? Curtains close black out
All this fucking pain in the world today, has me questioning, why it is that no cares about anything
It leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, when in doubt, speak out, don't bent your message to please the crowd
I'm just trying to meditate, levitate above all the nonsense that life throws my way,
I'm just trying to concentrate dedicate my life to be the best that I can cultivate
When I breath in all the love not hate, I feel my body soul and mind simultaneously animate
Out with the old me, say goodbye ,excommunicate, swing with me and immigrate into this new mental state
I feel my spirit moving underneath my skin, a shadow of myself trapped under a layer so thin, can't be a slave to the atomic age when my mind is free from proverbial cage, losing all the mental chains
I'm disengaging , while looking backstage, I see the vibrations between every fucking thing, space time the universe it's evrything and Anything
reality’s more than what meets the eye, the truth of existence your concepts defy, you cannot quantify qualify the ghostly strings that connect you and I,
don't waste time trying to verify clarify classify, we all know the truth one day when we will peacefully die
Leaving the earth forever goodbye
Rise past the chandelier up through the atmosphere stratosphere worries of earth won't interfere disappear forever leaving the biosphere explorable space appears
Goodbye earth I bid you farewell my old friend
Goodnight moon, you were with me till the bitter end ,goodbye friends my love to you I will extend, I'll transcend, the universe I'll apprehend
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Excommunicated
02:45
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Let me shed some light on the subject;
Population of puppets, masquerade of Marionette, big brother's hands grip tightly on the strings, his influence deep in our minds and telling us what to think.
Excommunicate me, erase me from society, I want to be unrestrained, freedom of intellectual property
This is invasion of privacy
Do you have to be so foolish to believe everything you hear and see rise of child above
the herds of mediocrity
Through the mutha fuckin airwaves, they control our brainwaves , they control our brainwaves
the television telling lies to our vision, making us fall for all the belief systems
Ghosts in disguise -freedom bastardized- freewill in disguise- freedom bastardized
fills your head with the fucking lies. mass media is the medium of feeding lies and deceit to this brainwashed nation
This is not some paranoid delusion, let's start a god damn revolution
The only illusion is the idea that there is no solution
Let’s start a god damn revolution
I want you to question our existence
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8. |
Losing
04:21
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I don't want to be the greatest, I just want to be my greatest version , but in this moment, I can't stop being my own worst critic
When my greatest creations fall short and fail to meet expectations, the most honest of intentions fall through the cracks, shards of glass
ripping my feet as I try to walk past, how could the most beautiful of aspirations be corrupt upon their invention,
this is me being real, set aside the pretension, with my pure inclination, i struggled for perfection, only to find my grandest ideas
turning to shit in this earthly dimension. I forgot to mention: prevention of success in my own mind: self deprecation
Accomplishments out of grasp,
opportunity fading fast
Without apprehension, my dreams will forever remain in my mind under suspension. In the end manifesting nothing, forever left with struggle and inner conflict : dissension
Accomplishments out of grasp, and my hope,is that my life doesn't end a stupid joke
Accomplishments out of grasp, but it's not in my nature to give up, so I'll push on at last
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9. |
Discomfort
06:00
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This is the conversation I had with you entirely in my head,as I try to sleep in my bed
a compilation of the all things that I left unsaid
I tried to hold it in, but onto the paper the ink has bled:
Trying to pull me down to your vibrational level, fucking un-reason-able, no chance of winning with the unstable, every day a psychological battle, and every night ending sleepless, but every second of misery was pure bliss, I never knew mental sickness was contagious
Yeah
Pulling at hair, tearing at skin, I saw the demon within, wrapped like a leech around your psyche, I was never going to face reality
Never going to face reality
You be someone else's whore, I'll be someone else's bitch , fuck
or no I won't,
yeah miss me with that shit, I'm standing on my own two feet next time with whoever is next in line, I learn from my mistakes in time
I woke up today and realized it all was a fucking lie, told me you loved me when you looked me in the both my mother fucking blue eyes, told me I wasn't good enough no matter how hard I tried, but how could I blame you? I now see right through your disguise
Someone who's not whole can't give themselves to somebody else, someone who hates themselves can't truly love someone else
Someone who hates themselves can’t truly love someone else
Somebody who hates themselves can't ever truly love somebody else
I tried my best, I really did, I tried and tried to see what it's like to breathe in lead, but I'm leaving today and never coming back again, there's just too many demons in your head
Rest In Peace to who I thought I was before this began, thankyou for fucking my mind, I am now a better man, but I'm leaving and never coming back again, there's just too many demons in head
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