Here's the truth, I never wanted to see your face again, but now the very thought of you sends chills down my skin, I remember the days when I was your everything, but now a whisper of your name brings back the memories, we both know who's to blame
Now she's just the ghost that haunts my subconscious mind, afraid to be alone with my own thoughts because her specters there almost all the time
Now I fill up my day with needless things to do: to keep me occupied,
To avoid the constant thoughts of you and memories shared between us two
I tried to carry all your baggage but my back is breaking under all this mutha fuckin pressure
I tried to breathe enough for both of us, rocks in my lungs,collapse when they hit oxygen
Fixing problems for the 2 of us; the only thing I've done is dig our graves: with hollow promises
When they read my suicide note, it'll say "it's all my fault, I tried and tried, , even though I knew I'd fall"
Swing with me with our feet dangling from the ceiling, shuffle with me with ropes keeping us from breathing,
we can stay here indefinitely, we can dance indefinitely, we can swing here for eternity
You took everything I had, you stabbed me in the fucking back, tore it through my fucking chest, when I tried to give my best
Don't try to deny, it's rude to talk with that mouth full of lies, the same one you kiss your mother but also ruin people's lives
I tried to carry all your baggage, but my back is breaking under all this mother fucking pressure
Wish I could be walk away with my dignity today
Wish I could get the upper hand, but it's too late, I chose to be somebody's bitch rather than being a man
And here’s the irony: you’re the only one who understands
Chicago deathcore outfit Into the Silo torch everything in sight on this searing new LP with riffs that will leave bruises. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 21, 2022