This is the conversation I had with you entirely in my head,as I try to sleep in my bed
a compilation of the all things that I left unsaid
I tried to hold it in, but onto the paper the ink has bled:
Trying to pull me down to your vibrational level, fucking un-reason-able, no chance of winning with the unstable, every day a psychological battle, and every night ending sleepless, but every second of misery was pure bliss, I never knew mental sickness was contagious
Yeah
Pulling at hair, tearing at skin, I saw the demon within, wrapped like a leech around your psyche, I was never going to face reality
Never going to face reality
You be someone else's whore, I'll be someone else's bitch , fuck
or no I won't,
yeah miss me with that shit, I'm standing on my own two feet next time with whoever is next in line, I learn from my mistakes in time
I woke up today and realized it all was a fucking lie, told me you loved me when you looked me in the both my mother fucking blue eyes, told me I wasn't good enough no matter how hard I tried, but how could I blame you? I now see right through your disguise
Someone who's not whole can't give themselves to somebody else, someone who hates themselves can't truly love someone else
Someone who hates themselves can’t truly love someone else
Somebody who hates themselves can't ever truly love somebody else
I tried my best, I really did, I tried and tried to see what it's like to breathe in lead, but I'm leaving today and never coming back again, there's just too many demons in your head
Rest In Peace to who I thought I was before this began, thankyou for fucking my mind, I am now a better man, but I'm leaving and never coming back again, there's just too many demons in head
Chicago deathcore outfit Into the Silo torch everything in sight on this searing new LP with riffs that will leave bruises. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 21, 2022
